It was a month ago when we started to contact again… I was so happy that we could be this close again… But yet, so far… She keeps saying that she can’t bring herself to commit yet… Tells me she still feels for me… But on the other hand, continues to be so damn close with some other guys… For this past month, I came to realise that the one i truly love is the her from 2 years ago… Not the her now… She’s changed… She used to be a simple girl that wants to settle down… But now, She’s every other thing else… Really confused as to should I continue to wait or not… The feeling of you trying so hard to salvage things and the other party is not doing much, hurts big time… I’m so so lost…

It was a month ago when we started to contact again… I was so happy that we could be this close again… But yet, so far… She keeps saying that she can’t bring herself to commit yet… Tells me she still feels for me… But on the other hand, continues to be so damn close with some other guys… For this past month, I came to realise that the one i truly love is the her from 2 years ago… Not the her now… She’s changed… She used to be a simple girl that wants to settle down… But now, She’s every other thing else… Really confused as to should I continue to wait or not… The feeling of you trying so hard to salvage things and the other party is not doing much, hurts big time… I’m so so lost…